it's a windy day today, even a little chilly. the sky is overcast, as if the rain could come again anytime. i had remembered to put an umbrella into my bag, something i hadn't needed to think about for a while now. but more than anything, what bothers me today is this overwhelming grayness that makes everything look tired. the electric cables hanging above and the pavement under my feet, they all look tired. i don't know if autumn is coming into me or out from me, but i was told, we're not quite done with summer yet.